Grandma's Birthday

Well its been awhile since I posted anything on here, life's been a little crazy these last past few weeks. Next Monday is my grandmas birthday & everyone is going to the cemetery to release balloons with little notes on them to her. I know that this Monday is going to be very hard for everyone. I see it in my mom's face that she is already taking it hard & it will only get harder. After we are done were planning on going to eat at some restaurant, which should be nice for everyone. It has been five months already but sometimes it feels like more & other days it feels like yesterday. I have to say I really don't want that day to come, I don't know how I am going to react with so much emotions going on. well all I Can do is wait till Monday & let things happen as it goes along. Ill post something after her birthday to let you know how things came out.